>First love was hard something ill never forget but my real question was will I learn to love again????
Saturday, 8 June 2013
What was I to do with love? I loved him so much that there were no words to describe my feelings for him. He hurt me once, then again and the third time became to much. I decided to break it off, we were not a good match. Arguing, jealously and name calling. He said he was sorry but yet hurt me time and time again. He lost my trust, the one person I was head over heels for only upset me time and time again. I may say that I do not have feelings for him any more, but that is just my brave face. Second after second, minute after minute, hour after hour all I do is think about him. How could he do this to me? Make me have to make such a decision, as to wether our relationship was worth it or not. I lay in bed sobbing little sobs over how much I miss him. All the memories we shared, I will not forget but simply cherish. The way we hugged or the way his fingers were always entangled with mine. He gave me butterflies by saying hi. When I see him talk to other girls, I start to get jealous and wish he was still all mine. I regret not kissing him like there was no tomorrow, I still search for the feeling of his soft lips against mine. It made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.